ALyXaNdRiA_BaRBiE (the Sexiest Spy of the Underworld)

"It's the good girls who write in a diary, the bad girls don't have time. Me? I just want a life I am going to remember, even if I don't write it down."

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I would never have found Manila as enjoyable as I do without my officemates and Bonita and Coeli to show me around. Below are pictures of me and my officemates.

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I was at a press conference earlier and I went there without even knowing who will be interviewed and for what.

Anyway, I was late, I'm sorry to say, but when I got there, the presscon barely started. So, there was this guy sitting in the middle of the table being asked questions by media people, so of course, without even asking, I knew he was the guy we were supposed to interview.

The chair next to him was the only vacant chair in the room, so i went down and sat there. God, when i looked up and saw his face up close, I thought he really looked like my long-time crush A***.... anyway, i was given a press kit and saw, to my horror, that i was supposed to interview Gary Valenciano's son, Paolo. And i was sitting between him and his mom. Jeez, how embarrassing. I didn't even know Gary V had a grown-up son already.

Anyway, he was sitting there, looking like A*** and being interviewed by all these people, and I almost got tongue-tied (like I usually am when A*** is around). Since I was closest to him, I was able to ask personal questions in a low voice, so nobody could hear, well, except his mom.

God!! I think he has such a cool, sexy voice.... he speaks great english, and his mom made us listen to his demo tape, something he recorded....man, can he sing!!! He sounded just like his father but with a touch of distinction, as well. He's even a big-time romantic. He said he wrote the song, the one we listened to, after he broke up with his ex-girlfriend. And he said he was even crying when he sang the song. Which explains the touch of huskiness to it. hhmmm..... where can I find a guy like this who is closer to my age? (Paolo's only 19)!! He's really smart...he wants to be a director someday....and he is totally religious. He is such a dream guy... thing is, he only likes chinita girls. What is it with these people??!!! hhmmm...well, I think I am chinita, a little. hehehe :)

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I sounded quite unforgiving and very resentful in my previous post, but maybe it stemmed from the fact that my sister had said some terrible, unforgivable words to me. I can't even believe she would think that of me.

But I'll still try and get along with her because she is my sister... and blood is always thicker than water.

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Can sibling rivalry really turn into sibling revelry in time? Or does it only turn into a low dose of tolerance and a huge amount of hidden resentment?

I have always resented my sister since we were kids. (Or maybe resentment is too strong a word) I have tried really hard to get along with her, no kidding. But she just has that special something to put me off all the time and maybe it's the same for her. Our personalities clash and we bicker a lot.

I have tried really hard to understand her, to no avail. I just can't understand her, period. She acts like she wants to hang out with me and when we do, she spends the entire time texting other people or, this gets even worse... she talks about herself all the time... she should understand that conversations don't just center on one person talking about herself. When she does ask me about something and I start talking... she replies with criticisms. Tell me, have I not tolerated enough? I try and get along with my sister, and she gives me criticisms for almost everything I do or say, and it's not like she's entitled to, because she is definitely not.

I just keep thinking, though, that I hope, one day, we would at least get past the sibling rivalry stage and have a little dose of tolerance on both our parts. We are sisters after all. But this time, I want her to make the first move. I've made all the first moves I can remember, now, it's her turn.

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